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I am the ghost you love to hate. You see and you don't. Grown, from then. Reminders lurk in shadows of me. A company of pastimes keeps me moving. Hands more sure. Remember me? Remember when...? Reflections show age, questions, reminders.... whispers a path to lost regrets.
2.
Pour it Out 02:14
Pen to paper. Pour it out. Keep writing like there's someone there. like when it's confessed someone gives....like someone gives...but no one gives. Alone in the drivers seat. and your ears ring from the life you won't leave. and still no one gives... This pen does nothing but document. this does nothing for resolve.
3.
Should be deep in pages: the pieces and particles of us. Flashes of worried halos supporting hours spent warring off ideas of our free days. To fill or fly? The void of indecision pushes thoughts of static stuttering into the silent receiver. its all spaces dots dot dot till smiles arrives with thoughts of a listening apparition. yet its the unresponsive white glow that accompanies the jittering hand. I should be spending time failing elsewhere.
4.
Mirs 03:05
We felt the rain on our face. It's time to pack the sleeping bags and go back into these hot nights. And I can smell your hair from way down here and i wish it were more clear. And all the talk of the past and all our current fears of what we want but cant and don't know how to do. you asked for my hand on your spine as you laid to sleep with no thought of what it took in me.
5.
She sat once a chair top, arms spread like hail Mary's. The apparitions left in the space .. late night soundtracks to cut and snap. I'm standing beside thin lines. I'm standing beside all these unsaid words. beside these sleeping action that awoke comatose. and now my laces are splayed out like fallen leaves with unlearned fingers to tie them into shapes of no recognition. I'm trying to uncover. to wipe the dust from the window below. And as the questions came halos rose.
6.
Moving Earth 06:15
ground gives way to spade and its been days since i could look out back for you. for fear of not seeing you face. for fear of empty space. it was pouring. you were sleeping. the rain stopped. but you kept on. a strangers hand to guide your step. to calm your failing heart. to lay you down. Moving earth. making space. a picture of you sleeping and i was no where close.
7.
The time it takes to feel it. and whats the noise that affects us? It's the cause and the need to focus on feelings. It's the purposeful placement: knowing we'll want. it's the armies waiting to be wanted. to aid in feeling. and whats the noise that affects us? its the cause and the need: the urge to associate. sometimes we cant be saved, so revel in it. sometimes we don't want to be saved.
8.
Church 03:21
So, I took the long way to church and I heard all the words that I needed to hear. They said set aside your fears. they said mix this and you wont feel it. they said mix this and you wont feel a goddamned thing. So I put one down/ my feet made circles on the ground. I put one down my feet made circles in the air.
9.
Sue/ Sue II 03:45
She said I can't deal with the thought of it. I said just know I care. that I feel. With all that weight spread across your shoulders I'm just glad to see that you're still alive. and I'll drink to that. I'll drink to whatever you want. Hey there don't you forget me. cause I know I won't. that I can't/ think of where i'd be without you and all the things we'd been through. and we don't talk like we should. Oh I need you. personally.
10.
Giving Over 07:32
Lives lost on horizons, yet this is no place to fear. Heel down toe the shallows. tread steadily forward. if found the calm know this is temporary. know no security, but for those few. great walls of live/ divine winds fight. I seek to find peace in the deep. Feed from me. Sleep. Sink. Sink. Sink.

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David Settle - Bass
Paul Olsen- Drums
Ouikut/ Joel Dion- Guitar/ Vocals

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released January 1, 2010

Album artwork created by Amy Weiss. amyelizabethweiss.com.

Recorded at Black Bear Audio Maul in Gainesville, Florida. Mixed by David Settle.

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